they didn’t really tell me a lot at the hospital yesterday, it was basically just an examination and check in – BUT – the registrar did tell me that thanks to a ‘smooth cervix’ he considered me to have No Active Disease. which is great news, obviously. it just feels weird still, because in truth, i still haven’t got a clue if we got rid of all of the cancer and i still won’t for another six weeks when i have the CT/PET scan. actually, make it seven, when they’ve looked at the results of the scan.
all in all it’s good news though. he could have said he was worried, he could have said i needed another scan urgently. but he didn’t, and I’ve got to take that and run with it.
do i feel positive again?
i think so.
will the next six weeks drag like hell?